From Shame to Shape: Moulding the Man I Became
I used to think shame was the end of the story.The silence after the headline. The part where you disappear.But
Who is Billy Coull behind the Wonka scandal
You know the meme.But you don’t know the man. I’m Billy Coull, and depending on where you first heard my
The Fire Didn’t Kill Me. It Forged Me.
I don’t remember the exact moment I broke.Not the headlines. Not the arrest. Not the memes.It wasn’t one single thing.It
I Didn’t Survive for This Silence
There’s a kind of silence no one warns you about.It doesn’t come from trauma.It comes after it. When the headlines
This Isn’t a Redemption Arc. It’s a Resurrection.
Redemption implies return.As if I’ve clawed my way back to some former version of myself.As if the goal was to
I Know What You Think of Me
know what you think of me. You don’t have to say it.You’ve already whispered it to each other.Typed it in
No One Taught Me How to Be a Man—So I Became a Fire Instead
I didn’t have a father.Not really.I had temp roles.Figures.Shadows with voices that sometimes sounded like love and other times sounded
If You Only Know My Headlines, You Don’t Know Me
You’ve read about me.You’ve scrolled past me.Maybe you laughed, maybe you judged.Maybe you shared the meme, clicked the article, joined
The Truth Was Never Clickable Enough
I learned something the hard way:The truth doesn’t trend. It doesn’t fit in a headline.It doesn’t go viral.It doesn’t make
I Never Claimed to Be a Saint—Only a Survivor
They wanted me to be clean.To be safe.To be digestible. But I was never going to be that. I’ve walked