The First Time I Tried to Forgive Myself
They never tell you that self-forgiveness isn’t a single moment.It’s not some cinematic release where you cry, breathe deep, and
The Night I Nearly Gave Up
There’s a kind of silence that doesn’t feel peaceful.It feels like the world has stopped noticing you exist.And on one
The Billy Coull Scam That Was Something Worse
They put the word ‘scam’ next to my name. It’s a hard word. A flat word. Four letters that build
They Thought I Was a Brand. I Was a Mirror.
They looked at me and saw marketing.They thought everything I said was curated.That every lyric, every post, every headline was
No One Asked What Led to the Fire
Everyone loves a good blaze.The flames. The spectacle.The moment the scaffolding collapses and the crowd gasps. They filmed the fire.They
The Ones I Let Down
There’s no easy way to begin this. No clever metaphor or poetic detour. Just the quiet truth:I let people down.
Am a Father the System Forgot
She doesn’t know the sound of my voice anymore.Not the real one.Not the one that sings quietly when she’s sleeping.Not
I Am the Symbol You Tried to Burn
I stopped being a person the moment the story went viral.I became a symbol. Of failure.Of deceit.Of spectacle.Of shame. They
They Blamed the AI. But I Was the One Bleeding.
When everything fell apart, they pointed fingers.They needed someone to blame.And I handed them the perfect scapegoat:Artificial Intelligence. It became
Things I Wish I Could Tell Her
There are things I wish I could say.Not to fix it.Not to win you back.Just to put the weight down,